I only pray for healing…for pain to only show through tears in my eyes not in that interminable ache in my heart. I am sick and tired of feeling so empty inside. I am sick and tired of losing ground. I am sick and tired of wanting to scream and not having the voice. I am bleeding, living in a…
Author: epanastatria
Thanks…
I wonder how I will make it without you. I wonder how the days will pass without your presence. People create the essence of places and you were the essence of my life. Everything revolved around you; all hopes and dreams. All the ideas and notions in the world sprang through you. What would life be like without your scent…
Reminiscing
Was it as beautiful as I remember it? I really don’t know! All I know is that how I remember it makes it seem so beautiful. It makes me glad I had such beautiful memories with such beautiful people. Would I change anything about it? I would …probably a million things… but then I guess it’s wanting it to have…
A loser like me!
Self doubt … that perpetual guest! Once you welcome it in your life, it acts as though it’s there forever. It knows no distinction between a success or a failure. It ‘s a parasite and uses all means to create its own life and procreate. You wonder if you made the right decision. You wonder if you have chosen…
Inside My Bones…!
I wrote this many years ago but I found nothing better to express how I feel in those difficult times… “Here is how I came to love my mother. How I saw in her my own true nature. What was beneath my skin. Inside my bones.” -Amy Tan. “From The joy luck club.” …